Its been a whole fricken year since I last updated, and that is just ridiculous.

My life has mostly been worrying about college and going to school, wasting my time away. It has to a point where I think about it everyday.

Originally I wanted to study while I lived at home to save money. But after hearing stories about living on their own and just being free to party and just roam the city, I don't want to live at home anymore.

It sounds horrible, but when I get into college, I don't want to have any family or past associations to worry about. It would cool if they could just give me money, but that is not going to happen anyways.

Oh yah... I need money. I wish it was morally okay to strip or steal, because I would so do it.

Other news besides college shit, I sprang my ankle. This was the first time in my whole life I ever sprang/twisted/broke any part of my body. It was a cool experience I guess. Everyone brings you food and you get to take a long break from school. It was extremely fat, and then it lost weight and now it is purple and bruised.

Back to deviantart. I guess I might submit my traditional art work that we completed in class. Please do not laugh at me.

Thats it.

We are now back in school.
After a very short summr that never even seemed like a summer, we are back in school, and it is starting to feel normal again. Very slowly.

For the first week, I was so bored and sad. I felt so separated from my friends and all my classes were uninteresting. But I guess to be great, sometimes you have to have outside pursuits, that does separate you from your friends.... because maybe that is what separates you from everyone else.

My classes are a little off from all my other friends:

1. Drawing and Painting II
2. AP Macroeconomics
3. AP Statistics
4. AP Literature
5. AP Spanish
6. Journalism II (aka. yearbook and newspaper)

This year since my class load is not as heavy as everyone elses, I plan to go crazy with extracurricular activities. It know I sound like a joke, but hopefully I plan to participate in:

1. TSA (Technology)
2. Beta Club
3. NHS
4. Model UN
5. High-Q
6. Mock Trial
7. ISA (International)
8. Tennis

I will also explore the visual arts world a little more too and enter in a few competitions if I feel comfortable with my art to do so. I think there might be more, but I just can't think of it right now.

Hopefully I will start driving this year as well. Right after I get my license unsuspended. lol. This year might be fun... but I have a feeling its going to be my hardest working year. Junior year was the hardest year, but I am going to work my hardest this year.

Besides that, I have to maintain my job at Clayton County Public School. Everyone should go visit the new website [link] that me and my two friends built. I only recently joined the team of three; we have been working together for about a year now. I really appreciate how they have taken me in and really help me be a true part of the team.

To Jonathan and Harsh, I never say this stuff in front of them because thats a little weird, but in the beginning I did not feel like I could fill Thai's shoes and I did not feel as if I was as talented enough, but now... I feel fine. Thank You!

It is right now 7:35 in the morning.
and my life seems low. i dont really know how to describe it. i'm not struggling with having things to do, or people around me...


but i feel like- how the heck do u have so much but still not enjoy life--

i've been tired with work and stressed out with a national conference thats coming in a few days.

For some reason I think in these moments of low, u are much more aware- or atleast me. When I'm happy, I feel a little reckless sometimes, going on these rampages of laughing and enjoying life.

I want to enjoy life. and still be [period].

After a very long break from deviantart, I'm back. I miss everyone so much.
But at least the break was worth it. I was working hard on my events for a technology student association conference and I won. I won 2 first places!

One for Computer Aided Publishing and another for Imaging.
I cant believe I'm the best in the state for something. Isnt that wat it means!

I have just observed that my photography is not very deep and full of emotion. i think its more of a design thing, a visual impact.

Well. I jus realize my subscription to Deviantart is over and thats sad. Thank you to Dewi who thought of me, and gave me a great gift. At least i used it while i had the chance, and i earned a DD. The recognition allowed me to meet alot of people. Hopefull I wil keep on submitting art so that they will enjoy it enough to stay.

School is almost over so I hope everyone is taking all the advantages they can. I can't believe in about a year i will be off to college. Hopefull i will be attending SCAD. I can't wait to be surrounded my a world of art.

Mood: Super Energized
Listening to: Melody of You
Reading: I dont't read! Shit.
Watching: Ever After

I really would like to reply and respond to everyone who responded to my picture. The response I got from this photo was amazing, even before the recognition of DD. But after the DD, I had over 900 messages and that is truly amazing.

Ofcourse, a giant thanks goes to the guy who made it happen, dewi. What a star, he is such an amazing friend who really treats me well.All in all, plus the DD, this week has been amazing.

I started to play tennis and this is like my first active sport. haha. It's nice to want to be dedicated to a sport. I really want to be good and to impress my coach and my friends. Alot of people look down on me and underestimate when it comes to something physical. But I really appreciate my true friends like Ni. She always believes in me and says that I can do it. I love her.

And I love dewi! Thank you to everyone for this amazing gift. And don't expect this to be my first and last DD, its my first, but not my last. Expect more, thank you everyone, it means the world to me.